You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay

heinzaw — Mon, 17 May 2010 10:45:09 +0000

heinzaw — Fri, 14 May 2010 12:15:08 +0000

HOHOHO

heinzaw — Tue, 20 Apr 2010 09:34:11 +0000

SENTOSA UNIVERSAL STUDIO

heinzaw — Mon, 19 Apr 2010 10:59:09 +0000

erm erm, more pics at fb hoho it rocks u knw? IT JUZ ROCKS SO MUCH!!!

ok finalllllly updatin

heinzaw — Wed, 07 Apr 2010 10:30:08 +0000

well…am sick…hate today =.= dk why got runny nose today…lao lan =.= when i came home i on air con to 25 degrees celcius and its okay le..wth? maybe too hot le? idk….anyways i cant find my annivarsary coupon…die man o_o dk where i put….i wanna buy a bear for som1 ): and i cant find it o_o

its neeb awhile

heinzaw — Fri, 02 Apr 2010 11:29:24 +0000

yo guys, its been awhile since i last posted..harhas..coz i juz move hse and theres no internet connection yet…but but, got le, i on my comp, comp fan spoil…got one irritating sound at there, so i don use the comp le, and is juz waiting for my dad to help me repair it..im using my sis’s lappy now and its like, im so not use to it to her laptop =.= anyways, i juz pray everyday for my dear desktop to recover ):..so suey sia..lol..actually should repair today de, but dad was busy with stuffs at home so no lor…lol…and when i don use comp..my phone spoil too…im like, so lonely..and its been reallly a long while since i last talk to her..and i sure do miss her alot, and my feelings for her wont fade..

alrite, so during the times when i neh online, there is one interesting event tat happened. i went on a learning journey whereby onli the TOP STUDENTS can go…lol and the destination? upper changi prison… LOL! i tell u, i srsly don wanna go in there again lor…the officers was like SO DAMN FIERCE and and, almost every1 there got tattoo…which was like, so scary…imagine walking in between them…the prisoners…its like so damn scary lor ): and the officers keep shouting at us…tahn we walk machiam like prisoners like tat, and and, we learnt alot of things la…don want to say le..lazy, LOL!

ok, maybe tat’s it for today, ciaos

perfect by simple plan :D (my fav song 3 yrs ago :D)

heinzaw — Tue, 23 Mar 2010 10:47:52 +0000

LYRICS:

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I’m
wasting my time doing
things I wanna do?
‘but it hurts when you
disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just wanna to make you proud
I’m never gonna be
good enough for you
I can’t pretend that
I’m alright
And you can’t change me

‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be perfect
Now it’s just too late and
We can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used
to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you
don’t care anymore

[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/FD ]
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be
good enough for you
I can’t stand another fight
And nothing’s alright

‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be perfect
Now it’s just too late and
We can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be perfect

Nothing’s gonna change
the things that you
said
Nothing’s gonna make
this right again
Please don’t turn your back
I can’t believe it’s hard
Just to talk to you
But you don’t understand

‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be perfect
Now it’s just too late and
We can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be perfect

simple plan- untitled

heinzaw — Fri, 19 Mar 2010 05:14:00 +0000

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

=.=

heinzaw — Thu, 18 Mar 2010 09:06:04 +0000

people are unreasonable nowadays. don’t act like you know, coz you dont! instead of trying to understand, you juz try to let things go by fast. you wanna settle things without understanding us first. it all matters whether u like it or not, not whether we like it or not. think bout us, tahn make your decision… alittle understanding is needed for kids nowadays, and juz a little of trust….juz a little is enuf….im not expecting a lot, but shld had at least juz a little trust in us. suspecting us wont do good, no…

dj heinzaw apologize remix exlusive (wow, tat’s a long name)

heinzaw — Wed, 17 Mar 2010 17:17:01 +0000